lovely, lovely quiet lake how could this be a mistake? too dark now to see your face your hair is blowing all over the place the moon is caught in a frozen glass it could not let this moment pass ... every dream too good to come true floods my heart when i'm with you
david's been wanting to build this shelf thing to go behind our couch, because our tan carpet, furniture and white walls are BORING. we'd probably do a smaller version, though.
i've come to the conclusion that i need to take better care of myself. eek, i don't like saying that because it ends up sounding pretty selfish. the thing is, i spend minimal time on myself while getting ready or doing all of those daily things. when i do spend a little more time (as in about 20 extra minutes) getting ready i've noticed that i feel so much more confident throughout my day, compared to when i roll out of bed and throw my hair in a teeny tiny little pony tail. its amazing what a little eyeshadow can do for a girl
i've been watching the next food network star, secretly wishing i was a contestant. on the most recent episode the contestants got to plan and and feed a dinner party, hosted by ina garten. when i saw her welcoming them as her guests in her barn, i got goosebumps all over...my dream is to meet her :)
i want to learn to cook as well as ina, and reach my inner french-ness her food and entertaining style is fabulous
i think we will get some bbq tonight visit the carnival in springville tomorrow we will head to parowan to visit my family clementine will probably be hangin' with kristine i am going to sleep in :)
i like this photo of myself. someone once named it 'sleeping in the sunbeams' because it looked like an album cover from the 60's
last night i dumped all of my dresser and nightstand drawers out. i made piles of old clothes that i've had since high school and got rid of a lot of things. it felt really good. i used to clean out my room when i was bored, but i never really do a deep cleaning like that anymore. i guess i'm too busy. i think since it's already the weekend again i will have to actually accomplish things this time. last weekend i watched tv and sat in the hot tub. not so productive :)
i like all of these things- the colors, the simplicity, the neatness. a lot of them are babies rooms, but i can plan ahead, can't i? ;) i especially love unisex nurseries.
this weekend i will make some more attempts. the number one being: organize our documents! we have an office full of paid bills and papers that need to be filed or shredded and they are driving me crazy. i also want to really go through my old clothes and get rid of what i dont wear. half of my wardrobe is at least 4 years old and falling apart, or too small. depressing thought. i'm also becoming a little obsessed with organizing things by color...my books on my bookshelf, my hanging clothes...
"no work yesterday meant being woken by his voice and pancake house. i made chicken noodle soup from scratch for dinner...it's what i was born to do. and other things, since i have baby-birthing hips. bring it on. "
that was an entry from almost exactly three years ago. i like it.